Microcosm Publishing, 2015 |
Bob Suren with copies of Burn Brandon zine. |
Bob’s
interest in punk increases with each new addition to a growing record
collection,
becoming an obsession. His obsession leads him to playing in his
own bands, starting a record label, and opening Sound Idea. While getting the
store ready for the public, Bob goes to the hardware store across the street
for supplies and meets his future wife. Things are awesome for a long time, as
Bob lives the life of a record store owner, band vocalist, and show promoter.
Sound Idea Records, the hub of punk rock activity in Brandon, FL. |
However,
there is the other side that Bob slowly begins to neglect after some time. I’m
talking about the life that is lived when the store closes or the show is over
for the night. Bob’s punk rock obsession costs him what matters most—his
marriage. She breaks up with him the day before a particular record arrives in
the mail; an old ’77-era punk single that had eluded Bob for 20 years. This
moment puts 43-year-old Bob Suren’s life in its proper perspective. Collecting
thousands of punk records had been the love of his life when his wife should
have been instead. Bob proceeds to sell off his entire record collection, which
was easily worth six figures and very likely not sold for its maximum value. Crate Digger ends with Bob starting
over in a new town, broken but still hoping for the best.
“The first VKTMS record is the last record I’ll ever own.” |
Crate Digger’s story is fun, but
also a heavy reminder of what happens when the hobby becomes all-consuming. I
had been coming to realizations of a similar nature when I met Bob Suren briefly
at a reading in Berkeley several years ago. Bob was a nice guy and even invited
me to join him and friends for dinner afterward, but I had to respectfully decline.
Too many emotions were running through my head as I thought about his stories
and relating them to my own life. I didn’t want them to spill out at the dinner
table that I was too broke to sit at anyway. I too had placed more importance
on the wrong things and cost myself a lot in the process. I walked the long way
back that night with a lot on my mind. Crate
Digger affects me the most personally out of all the books on punk.
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